Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Big Bang Fanfiction : Diaries of my Heart

Title : Diaries of My Heart

Status: Ongoing / Incomplete

Genre: Fanfiction / Romance

Central Bias: Seunghyun Choi (T.O.P. of Big Bang)

Characters :

Hannah - film student

Lala - music student

Big Bang members

YG family

Setting : South Korea


We have all kept it, that journal where our heart is free to immortalize our fear and hate.
But what of a secret love that no one else can know?
Would you risk pressing it on paper with ink?
Join me in my secret love of Seung-hyun.


This is going to be in the first person. I am not sure yet how this story would go. But I have been thinking of Seung-hyun for a while now and I think that is a sign that I should write about him again.

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Dear S,
This is the first time I would ever write about you. And I don't know if I should. No one else would ever read it and I won't ever be able to tell you how I feel. So what's the point of doing this, to remember just how crazy I can be about someone who is clearly just studying film because he is in the music industry and wants to make it as an actor.
Your dreadful acting skills are eclipsed by the fact that all the fangirls can see is T.O.P. of Big Bang. But what I see is shallow, pity-ass acting. And I hate it. Every time I see you I feel my wrath growing. How can a talentless rapper actor land movie roles and drama roles that could be best given to someone else? How can someone who can't even dance well be in one of the most popular groups in Korea?
And how can I, with my love for symmetry and substance like you, ney...love you like some common vapid fangirl?
A purging is in order. I have to get rid of you in my head and my life.
This is something I have to do. For my sanity. For my life. And for my craft.
Your former fan,


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