Meme Proposal is Heart

 

Meme proposal is the new poetic way to propose? Points for him for the twist on the whole card thing.Watch it and you will realize just how bitter you are or if you still have a heart. I figured my tears were my heart saying, "You are not as hopeless as you think. But you are definitely a romantic." 

Can't see the video? Check out the pictures screencaps here

 

 

Dragon's Muse

Dragon's Muse

science fiction, romance

Years after Big Bang disbanded, Jiyong finds himself running Grand Dragon Talent (GDT) and writing songs for new talents. He has a major problem though, he hasn't been able to complete a single song in months! It was a good thing he had so many others and were able to use them for the new album that his friend Tempo was releasing.

One drunken night in his composer rut, he stumbles upon a beautiful girl who helps him get back to his apartment. All that he could remember was that she promised to help him get his passion back.

Now how could an amazon girl do that? Beat the notes out of him?

Characters :

Tala (fictional) – origins unknown

Kwon Jiyong – G-Dragon (29) talent manager/composer/singer/rapper

Choi Seung-hyeon – rapper/actor

Big Bang cameos

YG family cameos

Jin-young (inventor) – works at GDT

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Foreword

If you notice I put Filipino stuff in my fanfic. (if not, you clearly haven't read some of my first SuJu fanfics)

Tala means “star” in Filipino. It's a name given to a girl.

I wish that people would know more about me and my culture in small ways in my writing, you should do that same. ^.^

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A Saint's Prayer

I look from heaven and I weep

I see so much suffering and grief

Water that brings life
Rain that must feed the land
Took lives that are yet to bloom

I stand my ground and hold my heart
Pray to the Lord that He help me
To shine hope into the lives
Of those who are left behind
And once again renew their faith

In my life I faced countless risks
So short it must have been
I often wondered how it would have been
If I lived beyond
My short-lived seventeen years

Could I have reached more disbelievers
Or would I have lost my way?
Did he ask me to come home
Because it was enough, what I had done?
Was my mission really complete?

I hear the rant of those who claim
That prayers and miracles are untrue
I look at their moral virtue
Their bible wielding and anger
I shake my head and want to scream

From the clouds from which my feet barely touches
I wanted to go back home and tell them
One by one, each in a dream or awake
To tell them a message I have always known
"Faith is faith, love is love, act upon it."

If you have time to judge the man
Whose robes are different from yours
Whose prayers sound unusual or alien
Then you have time to ask him
"What do you ask for in your prayers?"

They would be surprised to hear
That they too ask for peace
That they too ask for a better tomorrow
That they too ask for love
That they too ask for forgiveness

That they too thank Him
For the love He has given
For the lives that He saved
For the challenges that made them stronger
And for the faith that they found once more

Speak to me or whisper
And I will tell Him what you said
Ours would be a conversation between friends
Comrades of the same army
Both soldiers of His Faith

Surely He can hear you
As He heard me then
He knows of your sufferings
He knows He made you to endure so much
And that your reward is to be here with me

In the halls that never tarnish
In the carpet of clouds and light
Where none suffer or grief
I will welcome them when they come
Those ill-fated children

Pedro Calungsod

I hate it when people talk about religion and they bash on each other. There is a specific reason why I don't talk about religion with my friends. I am a Catholic by birth and I know the dogma and truths behind my own religion. But I would never bash someone for being a Baptist or being an Iglesia Ni Kristo follower. I would never demand that a person read the bible or tell them they are Pagans. 

Religion is just religion. Faith is faith. I know mine is in the right place. I don't have to take attendance to make it strong. I know that I am thankful for all the blessings that I have in my life. I know that God would never let me take on more than I can bear. 

If anything bad happens, I know that I would be strong enough to keep to the values my mother and father had taught me. But I know that I can ask for forgiveness and do something to make it up to them and my God. Because mine isn't a teacher who takes attendance but a constant mentor to love others and to be true to who I am.

Big Bang Fanfiction : Diaries of my Heart

Title : Diaries of My Heart

Status: Ongoing / Incomplete

Genre: Fanfiction / Romance

Central Bias: Seunghyun Choi (T.O.P. of Big Bang)

Characters :

Hannah - film student

Lala - music student

Big Bang members

YG family

Setting : South Korea

Description

We have all kept it, that journal where our heart is free to immortalize our fear and hate.
But what of a secret love that no one else can know?
Would you risk pressing it on paper with ink?
Join me in my secret love of Seung-hyun.

Foreword

This is going to be in the first person. I am not sure yet how this story would go. But I have been thinking of Seung-hyun for a while now and I think that is a sign that I should write about him again.

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Excerpt 

Dear S,

This is the first time I would ever write about you. And I don't know if I should. No one else would ever read it and I won't ever be able to tell you how I feel. So what's the point of doing this, to remember just how crazy I can be about someone who is clearly just studying film because he is in the music industry and wants to make it as an actor.

Your dreadful acting skills are eclipsed by the fact that all the fangirls can see is T.O.P. of Big Bang. But what I see is shallow, pity-ass acting. And I hate it. Every time I see you I feel my wrath growing. How can a talentless rapper actor land movie roles and drama roles that could be best given to someone else? How can someone who can't even dance well be in one of the most popular groups in Korea?

And how can I, with my love for symmetry and substance like you, ney...love you like some common vapid fangirl?

A purging is in order. I have to get rid of you in my head and my life.

This is something I have to do. For my sanity. For my life. And for my craft.

Your former fan,

Hannah

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Please feel free to give me your comments and what not. Trolls not allowed.

Waiting's End

The lady looked beyond the banks

Where the water hits the rocks

Flowing salty tears go down

And joined the sea at once

Her sun-kissed hair flying

As her soul stared dying

Thinking that beyond this sea

Her beloved holds with no glee

The duty to save the country

And fears as she strokes her hair gently

"That he will not return to me

With the same love I used to see

In his dark beautiful eyes

A love that never dies."

Gradually he walks 

Stepping on the sand and tiny rocks

Decided to meet a deadly stop

To her endless sobs

Across the vast waters

A man lies on the ground, his mind yonder

He dies with this last breath

She drowns with this last thought, 

"Forgive me, my love

For I made you wait too long."

Original : 07/09/2001 9:22 a.m. 

This is one of my super old poems. They were written when I was in high school. When I was in college I made a Filipino version of this for a class. I would have to unearth it before I can post it. Lately, I have been wondering where all my old poetry writing self went. Maybe she is still around here somewhere. I'll find her. And maybe return the semblance of my old self once more, my realistic view of the world and the poetry that I lost in the past might just save me from going back to my old cynical self. 

T.O.P. Short Stories : My Lovely Christmas Grinch by Lizzie

 


My Lovely Christmas Grinch

TEASER:

Jaimee hates Christmas while Reed loves it, sino ba ang hindi? Magtatagpo pa rin kaya ang kanilang mga puso gayong magkaiba sila ng paniniwala?

Pinay's favorite line : I will tame the lovely Christmas Grinch, I promise!

LOL line : Ano bang ginagawa ko? Sheesh! I need to buy napkins!

We Happened

I read this article from a blogger/plurker Marcelle and had smiled all throughout.

What Happened To All The Nice Guys?

 

I am a girl who likes bad boys. I have come to accept this. I tried to date a guy who I thought was nice. But he bored the hell out of me. So I know that I like men who are not good for me. There was The Gay, The Bald and The Married. Yep, that sounds like a really bad B porn movie. But it's true. Been there, done them. So I thought, hey why not change the guy that I like into someone who is the anti-thesis of whom I wanted. I dated someone who was not lean, who was not from my university, who was a computer tech major, an only child, and was predisposed to being an emo. 

 Disastrous right? And he always wanted to see me, listen to me, talk to me and all that. He has been scarred by a previous ex who was an even bigger user than I would have even been. But I guess I turned out to be an even bigger bitch than she was. It's because he felt hopeful when we were dating, I spoiled him a bit in the beginning by promising that with me things would be different. 

It's true what they say about how idiotic women are when it comes to the men they choose. We say we love you but in our head we are already either making alterations that need to be done or giving you excuses to be stay the way you are. Even if we can't stand it, we say, "I love you just the way you are." or that you are the sum of your imperfections and strengths. But it's not true. If you are really who we want to be with, we would have not settled with you. 

Okay, so I sound too mean right now. 

I honestly stopped asking this question and I am just 26. No I am not cynical. An ex cured me of that. Now I know being a hopeless romantic is not such a bad thing. It's like what I said, we all have imperfections the same way we have our own delusions. Mine is the belief that love has a place in the world. Some are short stories, others are blog posts long but there are others that become bestselling novels of love and romance conquering real world dilemmas. 

Women who are nice tend to ask this question even more. To them I say, "What happened to nice guys? They dated a bitch like me and decided that they can't be a gentleman and get to fuck their brains out at the same time." Yes, I would say that out loud. My friends, unfortunately, can attest to that. We have had many coffee pow-wows where the men behind us listen attentively to four women teaching each other what to do to our men and their men in bed and in life. 

I have tons of nice guy friends. And they have either gotten married to a nice girl and infantcipating, dating a bad girl and I can't tell him to break up with her because he would never believe me that she's a member of my tribe, licking his wounds because a girl he likes finally dated another guy who is either just like him or looks like some kinda model he can't compare too *cue emo songs*, or single and happy about being such. 

I don't know about them but I know that I want to be with someone who would be as adventurous as me, in bed and in life. But he needs to be an amalgam, a sporty guy who is also a geeky guy. Or someone who likes sports but also books, art and indie film. Someone who can kick back and relax cuddled up then be up to go hiking when the weather allows it. Someone who can explain soccer to me, understands baseball but can help me code my blog template and how to get a domain. 

But my Geeky jock is far from falling for someone like me. And so I can settle for us to have a bromance of sorts. 

So to nice guys, be careful when you date a girl from the AB Communication Arts course in UPLB. We are a ton of crazy and a pound of nuts. But if you are courageous enough and you have a clean bill of health, you can try to apply for residency. *winks*

Lovelots,

Recovering Crazy Elbizen Party Girl