Friday, December 13, 2013

BlackJack BlackSheeps : New Story Idea

"I am a Blackjack and I am a BlackSheep. I don't need you to love me. I just need you to stay alive long enough for me to love you." 

Blackjack Blacksheep in AFF
Status of story: Incomplete
Language : English
Genre : Action/Romance


Monday, December 2, 2013

Finding My TOP Melody : unfinished NaNoWrimo 2013 entry

I didn't get to finish this year yet again. T_T Poor me.
Why is it that there are so many things that happen in November that I never get to finish my Nanowrimo? *says the lazy person that lives in my head*

So now  I will be reverting all the names back to their celebrity version so I would not have to worry about the spelling. Oh. And now I can write with no pressure. And I can edit.

I think I have word constipation since when I have a deadline I just can't finish it. It's like my brain is rebelling against it. T_T Darn it.

Oh well, there is always next year. And I have so many story ideas I have yet to get into so I would not run out of things to write. ^.^

Congratulations to everyone who hit the 50k word mark. Banzai!~ I hope to join you someday.

To check out the story I was supposed to finished CLICK HERE. Warning, it's Yaoi.

Saturday, October 5, 2013

My Pumpkin Gyo-Soh-nim (Yaoi)

Disclaimer : May contain mature concepts not suitable for homophobes and kiddies.


This story was inspired by my crazy ELF friends who made me like EXO a bit as well. So now I am a baby ELF and a cub EXOTIC (cub since y'know WOLF etc, get it? If not you are so not a kpop fan).

Sungnine86 inspired me to write My Heart's Birthday because of her, duh, birthday and the one-shot I planned to write became my first SUJU universe fanfic. It was followed by several others and many of which are still not finished. Some already have ideas/concepts in them but I think I would have to add Henry, Han Geng and Zhou in the mix as well since they are also included. I didn't add them to the original mix but I plan to later on.

Anyway going back to this yaoi fanfic. The pairing is TaoMin. And I was always a fan of yaoi MANGA. But I wrote novels and fanfics of the hetero kind, because it's easier. So I though it would be cool and challenging to try to write yaoi. And so here is my first one. I didn't mind the format of official novels, word count and such and just let the story flow out of me. Sometimes there are just stories like that, right?

So this is not a model novel for you to read. But this is a fanfic so sometimes the formal stuff just gets chucked out of the window.

I am writing Jiyongie's Maknae as well. That is my second yaoi fic but I think this would not come out as fast as MPG did. MPG was a consuming fanfic. It wanted to be written whether I was at work or not. >.<

I had fun writing it thought. So I hope you will too.


Saturday, March 16, 2013

Lou Love

She is a woman
A mother and a treasure
Surely you know of this to be true
For you have heard her laughter once
Felt her concern once
And learned of her big heart even just once
She feels deeply and know no need
To control love when it flows out of her
She is our sister, our mother and our friend
She knows that life must be seasoned to taste
Moments need to be sometimes sweet
Sometimes spicy but always  she makes sure
The lesson is dished out well and remembered
We are grateful for her for her loyalty and love
And pray that someday we’ll lick our lips over the food she made

Happy Birthday!~


Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Thursday, July 12, 2012

Michie:Michaela Celine Lagaya

You are are gift that reminds me
That love creates beauty in the world
And whenever there is a fear in me that
Love is a fleeting and superficial thing
All I have to remember is you

No matter how old you get
How tall you grow to become
You will always fit in the two entwined hands
Of each parent that bore you 

So when you are older 
Do not forget that the man you first loved
Was your father
And the you that should me is your mother

Because I can not think of two better people
Repeating history and finding love again 
Than those two
I hope you share my fate

That you find it hard looking for a man like him
And work your hardest to be as beautiful
Inside and out as your mother
And learn from their love

Because when the world doesn't make sense
And you feel like being an adult is a burden
You can always turn to them to remind you 
That you are a blessing

Sunday, February 12, 2012

Love Quotes from V&A

Always there is hope for you
To walk through the door but
This wretched waiting tears at me
As each day, fades to more disappointment
Until there is no more of the person who once
stood at the precipice of need


Love me not for what can be shared between us but for the spaces and shadows that separate us into two different beings joined by trust and new experiences. Hate me not for what we do not understand but the silence that embraces us and drowns our love.


Crushes are refreshing balms to a heart that had been wounded to a point that love was something that cause bile to go up from the pit of one's stomach.


Crushes are rainbows that are small bursts of color after being drenched in the tears of heartbreak.


I can look at the most handsome man and see nothing but flaws because perfection already disappointed me.


I don't need perfect love, I need love that work out for you and me.


There you are, here I am. Why can't it be we;re here and we are getting there.


Clothe me with your embrace
Shower me with your affection
Fed me with your love
Finish my sentences with your smile
And tell me that I will find you beside me
there every morning waking me up with your kisses.